Most of my life

Most of my life has been filled with dreams

None of which it would ever seem

Come to fruition in this life and time

This makes me think it’s all by design

A plot laid out from up above

Specifically to show me love

But in my current concealed state

All I can see is overwhelming hate

Oh I convince myself of how wonderful I am

Never realizing what a scam

As I evolve and look back at my life

And all the troubles with the wife’s

And how each relationship was bound

To turn up upside down

Always thinking I did my all

Only it was me taking the fall

Never seeing the egoistic ways

Only seeing the aftermath as it plays

Now I study day and night

Trying to attract that changing light

The light that comes and reforms

Raises man from where he was born

So now I must face all my pitiful ways

With no one, or nothing to save the day

Face it all I will and more

As I head through that door

The door of salvation that is just ahead

You know the one that fills you with dread

Dread for the fear of failure at hand

Because what is received is oh so grand

I know I’m an oaf at best

Neglecting my friends and the rest

Not doing all that I can

To help you all receive the plan

With great love for you all I start every day

Because only now I have been shown the way

The way to make it all worth while

As I greet you all with a heartfelt smile

Filled with love for your growth

I promise each of you Arvut the oath

Don’t listen to my words at all

Just watch as I hold you 10 feet tall

As you all are much greater then I

For I have lived a life of lies

I do love you all 

This Life Lived is such a lie

This life lived is such a lie

The visions seen just won’t fly

The worries brought in are full of doubt

Making every one scream and shout

The pains endured are more than one can bare

It is what is needed to make one dare

To reach and search for signs of truth

No matter how vial or uncouth

Everything revealed with in this sphere

Creates doubts and questions of all that is dear

Why would anyone endure such a path of pain?

Filled with sorrow and no hope for gain?

The closer one gets to escape this lie

The closer a part of him seemingly dies

Even though at a point it will be resurrected

To get where is needed it must be neglected

Once the passing of the barrier has begun

All of the ways known must be shun

To get to a place where there can be one true connection

To follow a system with endless complexion

As a result of getting to this point with fear

Is an endless joy that to all will feel queer

Never before has one felt or known

The love of the One that is constantly shown

Only this place below this screen

That right now cannot been felt or seen

Is the place that exist this horrible lie

 With great love for you all

The excitement is building like rockets in the air

The excitement is building like rockets in the air

All that is needed is for all to dare

To come to the Zohar convention without the despair

As you open your hearts to truly prepare

Never before has such a happening taken place

Where the Zohar is shared truly face to face

As the heart is opened and all learn to embrace

Love of friends for the entire human race

So do not be left at home alone

Know that only by attending will the way be shown

Leave that house your preverbal throne

And don’t let an opportunity like this be blown

We welcome you all with love in our heart

Just know that this is the best of possible starts

Feel up with love your preverbal cart

After feeling the love this way will never part

Only together can the world be complete

Filled with love for your friend that you meet on the street

Never looking for what you can gain

When you do it shows you the shame

So come to the convention do not delay

And in closing I will say

With great love for you all that I hold

Please come stand together and let us all be bold

With great love for you all

The nation of Israel has been nomads for thousands of years

The nation of Israel has been nomads for thousands of years

They have suffered through pain and suffering and oceans of tears

Now for the first time since time began

The opportunity to return to the sacred land

Has once again opened up its gates

Only waiting on Israel to fulfill its fate

With the coming of the Zohar convention

And holding on to the one true intention

Israel can finally find truth and be free

As they truly Come & see

Arvut is the bond that they all seek to hold

Building the “Ratson” that is so daring and bold

As Pharaoh objects and drives them to the ground

Never letting up keeping them all so bound

To the desires of this world which holds every one back

Keeping alive and building this lack

So forget your desires to party and play

Come to this convention on that Februarys day

Find what it is to bond and connect to a true friend

This feeling will never leave you even after the end

With great love for you all

See you in Israel 

As the reading of the Zohar goes

As the reading of the Zohar goes

A new state is revealed that shows

Where the path starts to reveal

As the light corrects what is concealed

Excitement floats through the air

As the mega congress is over and a new one dares

The new congress that’s at hand

This brings the Zohar to stand out grand

The focus of this congress shall be

How to connect the Zohar to what’s inside of thee

So do not despair or hide

Get ready for this fabulous ride

As the connection gained raises the tide

As all that is revealed is truly inside

With great love for you all 

As time moves on and congresses evolve

As time moves on and congresses evolve

The closer to answers of the riddles are solved

Each creating atmospheres of love and connection

All that is needed for the correction

As hatred is revealed and brought to the surface

Building a desire right out of the furnace

The furnace of desire built on love

Like slipping on a perfect glove

The only one that will do

This is what is needed to connect through and through

So as preparations are made for the Zohar’s convention

Now is the time to prepare the intention

To hold the mega congress that was just on

Deep in the heart and that connection that’s so strong

To maintain what has been given

For it is that love that keeps the force driven

With great love for you all L’Chaim 

Amusement Park of Life

Amusement Park of Life

Life is like an amusement park filled with games and ploys

Designed as a distraction filled with rides and toys

But when entering the park as the games begin

The instructions follow that bring the grins

To ride every ride until the big one at the end

What kind of message does this send?

As the last ride approaches one can only find

The greatest of rollercoasters on any kind

One that when ridden takes the you through all of these states

This in turn builds a desire for all the rest to dissipate

As it changes reality before one’s eyes

Showing all that it’s nothing but lies

Meant to reveal the opposing forces

That makes up reality straight from the source

When man enters the park he is not ready to see

Just exactly what is inside of thee?

But when he makes it to that last ride

Now man no longer hides

As he connects to all in the cart

With love and an open heart

Excitement is behind each and every turn

Up and down the hills and through the berms

Speeding up and slowing down

All to confuse and bring each back ground

Only to restart that treacherous climb

You know that one that transcends time

Bringing all to the final state

One that no one as yet can relate

So close the eyes and open the heart

Feel what you feel as the ride starts

Ask all the questions that help that inner vision see

Just how like the source you can be

But first you have to try and stand up to dare

To ride this ride and with all share

LOVE

With great love for you all

Life without friends is filled with pain and sorrow

Life without friends is filled with pain and sorrow

Cutting to the bone oozing out the morrow

Lives in a world build on lust and greed

Is not worth living unless planting a new seed

Life without love of the unconditional kind

Is a life that truly is confined

Life is a mystery with no answers at hand

Life without a purpose truly is bland

What is the purpose of life can someone reveal

Life as lived is totally concealed

Life is a four letter word with hidden meaning to find

And until it’s revealed all are blind

So stand up to life and seek your answers bold

Don’t do things just because told

Seek the answers by searching deep within

When that starts is when life truly begins

With great love for you all to have a loving life

Being lost in the night as the sand fills the shoes

Being lost in the night as the sand fills the shoes

Knowing the only task is to pay the dues

Never knowing if or where the travels have been

Not even knowing if one has sinned

Traveling the desert with no hope or praise

Traveling in the night never reaching the days

But then like magic a spark does fly

As quick as it came it left darkening the skies

The spark came about from a gathering of souls

Briefly leaving all feeling whole

For a moment in this thing called time

Life had meaning purpose and rhyme

But then it ended leaving all alone

Only with memories of the light that had shone

It is in this memory that one can prevail

Due to this memory the ship does sail

So keep this memory close at hand

So when the ministers arrive it can be viewed so grand

This bonding and connection that exist within

Once revealed it can heal the sin

Remembering the brothers with dance and song

Keeping their desires is for what you long

Holding them up when they fall

Reaching out to them with a friendly call

With love and care only for their growth

Never forgetting arvut, the oath

ARVUT

With great love for you all

How to break free from the pains of life

How to break free from the pains of life

No money no job not even a wife

All the things that help to blend

The corporeal and spiritual to its end

Coupled with the books, the Rav and the group

These are the ingredients for the bowl of soup

That must be eaten day and night

To bring all to the light

The light that reforms and helps transcend

When missing these ingredients where to begin

Never stop with the lessons at hand

All of the disturbances are what was planed

To aid in the discoveries of this force

Never understanding it of course

But try, and try and try again

Never giving up or giving in

No matter the troubles that are thrown

All is only so the truth will be shown

Just how opposite things are within the upheaval

Again only to help reveal the evil

So remember the books, the Rav, and the groups

When the evil is revealed and the cries of whoops

Call out from within as the goal is truly started

Then the real work begins truly open hearted

With love for  you all