What is My Soul Shall Weep

What is My Soul Shall Weep in Secret in the Work?

When concealment overpowers one and he comes to a state

Where the work becomes tasteless and he cannot relate

To love or fear as doing anything in holiness he cannot perform

As he cries for the creator to open his eyes and heart and help him transform

As all the gates were locked except for the gates of tears

So when your heart aches for the love and fear

To be one with nature which one holds so dear

That brings one to that place of prayer

This is the only place one can dare

Meaning that when one comes to a state that is concealed

“My Soul Shall Weep” because it is not revealed

So whatsoever they hand attaineth to do

By thy strength Do as it is up to you

With Great love for you all

The Essence of One's Work

The Essence of one’s work bringing contentment to one’s maker

Since all one does for oneself leaves one only as a taker

For one who receives for them self leaves them in disparity of form

This makes it impossible for the EGO to transform

However if one performs even the slightest act

To benefit the creator this is a mitzvah and exact

Hence one’s exertion should be to acquire a force

That feels taste in bestowing from the source

This will lessen the force of self-reception and keeps one growing

For in that state one slowly acquires the taste in bestowing

With Great love for You All

Joy is considered love which is existence

Joy is considered love which is existence

This comes about only through persistence

Where there is love there should be fear as well

For this is the hollow to enter where love dwells

One must awaken the fear that one will not bestow

For when they both exist the wholeness will flow

As this is called two legs which is needed to unlock

For when one has two legs then one can walk

With Great love for you all 

As we Come Together To Unite

As we come together to unite

The struggle within takes all our might

To stay tuned in to the lesson at hand

To join together and take a stand

There’s none else but him we hear echoing through the night

Wanting only to draw nearer to the light

The left rejects as the right adducts

As throughout it all within we construct

The need for the creator to help us along

As the diversions from sanctity come at us so strong

For he who feels that the shattered is greater than the whole

Has only the creator with which to console

As he tries to rise above with faith above reason to no end

What is this message that the creator does send

That try as you might without his help

All you will do is sit and yelp

Never reaching the goal for which you aspire

Only leaving you more and more tired

Only through the unity with each and all

Can we protect from a dangerous fall

As we unite the world to one man with one soul

And we reveal the creator who makes us whole

With great love for you all

Honor jealousy and shame

Honor jealousy and shame

All parts of a game

With no one to blame

Challenging if you’re sane

Not achieved with your brain

And nothing corporally to gain

Building force like a runaway train

Can you dig it?

Then let’s go play in the rain

With great love for you all

Broken

Broken

Standing in the breeze on a beautiful summers day

Underneath the trees as the leaves began to sway

Praying with all my heart that the light will heal my ways

Never desiring to part as the friends I do praise

For the connections of a life time that will never go away

As the collection of points begins to shine the love will never decay

Without each and every one of you life has no meaning or rhyme

But when we are all together as one it truly hastens time

Only together can the soul truly shine

With great love for you all

See you in New York

Zohar Convention

Zohar Convention

As change is the only thing that is consistent in the land

The change that is needed is inside of man

As the sun sets and the Owls sear

The time for revealing the Zohar has come, it’s here

It doesn’t matter if you’re new or old

All that is needed is to be bold

Come and see as the sages say

To connect to your brothers on this day

As all these points in the heart that make up the soul

And the light fills the desires to become whole

May 7^th through the 9^th is the time to be

In the Zohar convention as you Come and See

With great Love for you ALL

See you in New York

When Love is Lost In This Corporeal Life

When a love is lost in this corporeal life

Why does it hurt worse than being stabbed with a knife?

As laughter fails and hatred kicks in

Not doing the work is the only true sin

But to find the love in doing the work

Brings within it its own true perks

Keeping each other in our daily thoughts for connection

Comes with its own form of rejection

Going against what the body dictates

One needs to acquire a new form or trait

Working within instead of outside

Creates within one hell of a ride

So buckle up your laces and strap on your gear

The true beginning of this ride is so damn near

All that is needed is effort within the light

And to never give up with the fight

The friends are with you no matter the scorn

As the soul prepares to be born

One man, one heart one soul it’s clear

This my friends is almost hear

With great love for you all

Find Yourself

Find Yourself

From the time of our birth till we die

We continually walk this Earth asking why

We search the stars and all realms in between

Searching for answers that can’t be seen

We look hi and low and all around

Then through amazing circumstance it is found

The instructors are real with no pay for their job

But after the first lesson your heart starts to throb

Leaving you knowing that for once this is real

Introducing a wisdom that explains the whole deal

Just what this life is in and of itself

As you learn how to truly Find Yourself

As The Rain Falls

As the rain falls with its healing essence

My only desire is to be in the creator’s presence

To come out of this state where all truth is hidden

To climb on to the ladder the sages have ridden

I’m not capable on my own of the effort required

Only through the group can we achieve the desired

To be able to connect and fulfill their desires as my own

Is to reveal the creator between us, this has been shown

As the days grow shorter and the nights extend

One man one heart one soul is how I wish to blend

So come to the Zohar convention

Work diligently now on the intention

Be prepared to advance as never before

As we reveal the creator between us and unlock the door

With great love for you all

Transcend The I

What does it mean to transcend the “I”?

This is a high state as it implies

To identify with the creator who will show

The works that governs the ego

So imagine I hurt you as you turn for the door

Inside your upset, on fire wanting to shut down, or

You recognize the source from whence it came

Never feeling it truly as pain

Instead you see something that needs correction

That can never come by way of rejection

So you give thanks for the opportunity to give thanks and bestow

Because you never saw it as a blow

By doing so in the end

You turn from an enemy to a friend

Come and See How WE Can Live In Harmony

Come and See How We Can Live in Harmony

There is something flowing in the air

Like a rose its petals have this flair

This way to live our life it seems

Has been something out of our dreams

Until now we were lost not found

Lost in discontent without connection is where we’re bound

But now a force has been awaken from above

One that will accept you without the push or shove

A force of love that’s only desire

Is to live connected to each other in a state much higher

Bo-Re it is stated to come and see

Just how we all can live in harmony

Surrounded by love and a desire to connect

As our souls combine it is only this world we reject

So come to the conference where the Zohar will be revealed

No longer live this life being concealed

From the truth and love that is there

Only waiting for you to dare

To Come & See

Just how we can live in harmony

With great love for you all

In all that is said about the advancement and cure

In all that is said about the advancement and cure

Bonding with the friends and keeping the heart pure

This is the challenge that stands in the way

But then there is the Zohar conference coming in May

A chance to bestow to the friends

A chance to advance and this has no end

But the key for the success is to prepare

And for this everyone needs to dare

To focus the thoughts and heart as one

So that during the conference we’ll have the light of the sun

And a chance to truly raise Mann

By balancing the left and the right hand

So hear Josephs call and don’t be late

Share the Zohar together and open the gates

May a new level of attainment be in this place!

As all steps into his loving grace

With great love for you all

See you in New York 

Internality

Internality, externality, the perception has changed

Jacob, Isaac, Abraham paved the way

Right, left, middle, choices made

Lessons at home or at the center this is how we play

Questions asked to help hasten time

Holding intention with the goal this is where we stay

Seeking only to be in the light of day

With Love for you all

As the momentum builds and the pendulum swings

As the momentum builds and the pendulum swings

As man toils to gain in every thing

As the hawk circles it’s pray its clear

Man’s cry from the heart is what is missing here

As the lessons begin and the sages speak

Telling what is needed to reach the peak

But to death ears it all lye’s

As man’s stony heart prevents this cry

The sages warn of the suffering to come

But man is a stubborn son of a gun

Man never realized of the pain he delivers

By not complying it makes nature quiver

Where is the faith and the love to connect

Instead all that’s done is to reject

Even with in this path it would seem

The stony heart is stealing this dream

So fight, dig in and never relent

Join together and may all repent

As the connections are made and the tears of joy fall

As man truly comes to answer this call

With great love for you all

Life is an odd sort of existence

Life is an odd sort of existence

Filled with all kinds of pretense and remittance

No one is earnest with their thoughts or desires

Only wanting to fan the fires

Never thinking about what their thoughts and actions create

Only desire is to fulfill their state

And never a thought as to what that state is

Only desiring to gain what he claims as his

What is the purpose of a life so empty and void?

Running around like some kind of droid

Being pulled and pushed from pillar to post

With pain and suffering that would cause an end to most

Why does the human race not wake up from this dream?

And openly take part in what would seem

To be the only salvation at hand

Why can the humans not take a stand?

Maybe because the work to do

You know that work that is for a chosen few

Is not completed to the needed height

For this everyone must hold that intention with all of his might

And apply the effort of the hero’s will

Never forgetting what is not real

And then the whole of the human race

Will start to rise up unto HIS grace

And all can be as it was when it began

One heart one soul all to be one man

With great love for you all

Rivers of life

Rivers of Life

The river of life is an eternal force

The Eagle’s flight is all but course

The Bull is brazen without means

The Ox is steadfast so it seems

Man is the connector of all inside one

The study brings the light of the sun

Zeir Anpin is above while Malchot is below

Jacob is the force that combines and bestows

All the forces that the sages reveal

To help one see that they are concealed

Concealed from the force that loves with no end

Concealed from the connection between friends

So come to the lessons with intention in hand

As the focus is on the overall plan

With great love for you all

Truths

Truths

No decision, is a decision you’re consciously afraid to say

Choices without heart will truly fade away

Life with no purpose is not life at all

Loves as is know is only hate waiting to call

Family is not friends, they are obligations to maintain

Purpose with intention is difficult to sustain

But friends with one goal is a life with love that never ends

So come all ye people join in to be friends

With great love for you all

Haman Was a Force That Had it All

Haman was a force that had it all

While Mordechay was one that stayed in his stall

As Esther stood for all that is faith

This mended the connections regardless the trait

As Haman took charge and set his plan

To over throw the King in his own land

But Haman never stopped to see

Just how the king was using thee

Until it was too late to make a stand

As Mordechay surpassed to raise Mann

For Mordechay is Israel gathered in a sling

Israel is he who remembers with prayer to sing

For every opportunity to unite with the King

Israel is he who never despairs

Regardless the difficulty he is always prepared

For he is certain they rise to reveal the Kings Benevolence

As he knows that to be with the king this is the admittance

Israel is he who finally sees the just of his way come into light

Through the unification of forces for the purpose of his life. 

Israel is he who turns concealment into revelation

 And writes with his deeds the story of Esther which leads to one unified nation

With great love for you all

As the lesson are tuned into several times during the day

As the lesson are tuned into several times during the day

As the words are felt something inside starts to sway

With no clear discernments of what it is that is felt

Only the sensation of the source from whence it was dealt

Churns on the inside like a volcano about to erupt

As the essence of man inside starts acting quit abrupt

And still without this lesson it’s as if all will die

All because of a quest to uncover life’s lie

And still the flight of the eagle soaring above so high

Towering the tops of the redwoods whose trunks reach the sky

This beauty that is seen by any who wish to see

Is all part of this lie that was imposed upon thee

And yet this creature who until he begins to doubt

Just what life is truly all about?

Is totally oblivious to all the lies at hand

Until his heart wakes up and begins to demand

What is the truth about love and life?

Why does the mere existence cut though like a knife?

What is it that this life stood for on the day that it ends?

What messages to the world will this life lived truly send?

Where do you stand my friend?

With great love for you all

As The Nights Grow Shorter and The Rave's Crow

As the nights grow shorter and the raven’s crow

And the rivers waters bring the light of the day

Man’s quest for the answers that help him grow

Has eluded him thorough out this epoch stage

Along his path answers are given

But the egoistic wrath prevents this truth

As the point in the heart continues to be driven

To reveal what is behind what is seen as reality

When Israel stood tall and fast in their resolve

To be as one, with no concern for their needs

In this act alone the nation began to evolve

And they began to feel their true desires

So come and stand together as one

Fearing not the of the ravens calls

Clinging to the side that the patriarchs begun

Holding only love in the heart for all with song

With great love for you all

May we all join together as one 

The Nation of Israel is Like Grains of Sand

The nation of Israel is like grains of sand

On the outside they are course and on their own can’t stand

But on the inside are the forces that make up nature plan

These forces are many and lead to one place to begin

As all of these forces are truly within

To learn to disregard to what is seen on the outside

Makes this illusion called life one tumultuous ride

Pulling each from pillar to post

As the table is always set from the host

Guidance that is given is to see

Just exactly what it is to be

One man, one heart, and one soul

All that is needed to become whole

With great love for you all

Thank you

How can I express the love and joy I feel?

As what is happening in Israel goes beyond what is real

As I tune in to the lessons and meals that are planed

The feelings of unity and love that is so grand

Over take me and spin me into this melted puddle of tears

Feeling you all truly brings me to tears

This goes beyond history being made

As this is a feeling that just won’t fade

So thank you Israel for again waking me up

Thank you all my brothers my kli my cup

With great love for you all 

sparks

In each and every person are these love filled sparks

When united together it leaves no marks

It is impossible to see the left with no right

Just as one cannot see dark without lights

In all that is studied there is this view of three

All that is happening is inside to see

Just take the focus off of what the ego knows

As the journey inside starts to truly show

Just what and where the truth lye’s

As the desire to not let the ego fly

Comes to the surface from deep within the heart

Building a desire with intention that will never part

As the Zohar lessons begin in the land of milk and honey

And the feelings of change make one stand in all that is sunny

Remember the goal and the intention to bare

During the studies so we all can dare

To unite as one while still in the night

This will bring all into the light

One man with one heart and one soul

To be one with the creator this is the goal

With great love for you all

Walking With My Friends

Walking with my friends

As I take my afternoon walk through the snow

The lyrics of Seth’s song open my heart to show

Just how connected I am to my friends

As the lyrics change I feel there is no end

To the love we share from city to town

If we connect to this we cannot fall down

This love is so strong and intense

When you tap into it the feelings which are immense

You have everything you need

To connect to the convention where the Zohar will seed

All of our thoughts and desires

As the light comes to raise man higher and higher

The only thing needed is for us to feel

Within our hearts something that’s real

The desire to be one with natures force

This comes to us from the source

Bo-Re Come and see

Through the connection to the friends we truly will be

ONE

With great love for you all 

During the lessons it is said to try and feel

During the lessons it is said to try and feel

All the forces that is hidden but real

All that is talked about in abstract from

That carries meanings that are far from the norm

Done only to attract the light

To help bring one out of the night

It speaks of the dynamics between the degrees

All happening inside of thee

Learning just how to grow

Only in order to bestow

Through this act the evil can be revealed

This first step is needed to not be concealed

So be diligent during the lesson to truly exert

As these efforts can raise you from the dirt

To the place that truly creates the soul

All so all can become whole

With great love for you all

The excitement is building as the rockets ret glare

The excitement is building as the rockets ret glare

The people of Israel are standing to dare

To come together as the love will flow

And to the world all will show

Just how to be a nation unto G-D

As they lower there corporeal façade

And unite in lessons, dance and song

Knowing all along this is where they belong

So support our brothers and sister across the sea

Stand up and hold all to see what will be

Hold our brothers deep within thought and heart

And throughout this convention do not part

With the love and intention at hand

Loving your friends as our father has planned

We are with you Israel on this glorious path

We hold you up and protect you from the wrath

With love we join you from across the seas of filth

For in this action, this land we tilth

From the time you’re born to the time you die

From the time you’re born to the time you die

Life exist through the dark of the night

Filled with scorn that just won’t fly

No matter what you can’t see any light

So how does one move from the night to the day

As the sorrow you feel beats you down

The Rav, the books, and the group during study will attract the light that will sway

This raises man so that in filth he won’t drown

To find the force that exists only in the group

Because you do not have enough power on your own

This creates between you a never ending loop

And when uniting in a group you will be shown

Just how to advance and truly raise man

This is not done by you but by the group as a whole

All of this is part of the plan

Of how to truly create your soul

With great love for you all

the Buzz

There is a buzz happening in the air

As the land of milk and honey stands up to dare

To bring the whole land to the lessons at hand

Lessons of the Zohar that will transform the land

All in the world that truly can

Tune into to this lesson and take part in the plan

The plan to heal the soul

As we reach out so all will be whole

With great love for you all

The nights are lonely as a deserts squall

The nights are lonely as a deserts squall

Filled with fear and pain like the emptiness of a fall

A fall from grace for not keeping the way

A fall so complete it overshadows the day

How to bring light to this place of sin

There is only one way to truly begin

In order to change the night to day

One must learn what it is to pray

Not falling on the knees and uttering empty words

But focusing all that lye’s inwards

Inward to where the opposing forces lye

Discovering this will make you wish you could die

To open your heart and not just see but feel

That this life you live is all but real

This creates a lack for something much greater

To become one with the creator

With great love for you all

As the lessons start it is found within

As the lessons start it is found within

All kinds of distractions that begin

They come from sides that are unknown

Only so that the truth will be shown

That nothing that is done is on your own

Everything that comes is from a higher power

As he is good that does good with love he showers

Only thing is it is not felt as love or fate

As inside it evokes all these feelings of hate

As you join a group and feel the power of intention and desire

Comes to you which help you aspire

To be one with the force of nature

As that which is in corporeal you will abjure

So come to the lessons with an open heart

This is the only way to start

To open up and discover within

That in truth There is None Else Beside Him

With great love for you all

As life seems to be closing in

As life seems to be closing in

There it seems is only one place to begin

As hope seemingly is running away

And there is no longer a will to play

There is only one place to start

And that place is deep within the heart

A place that most don’t ever go

A place that all are afraid to show

In this place exist this dormant point

Once revealed with the root of creation all adjoins

The only way to make a stand and reveal the truth

Is to step outside the comfort zone that’s known since youth

So come to the Zohar lessons and start that search

As it raises you upon a perch

That holds you up as you begin

To feel the sensations that happens with in

So bring your desire, and keep the intention strong

To be one with nature where you belong

With great love for you all