Visions Running Trough our Head

We rise in the morning from our bed

With visions of corporeality running through our head

Never questioning is it real or fake

Only seeing what we can take

Without looking at what is the cost

And never realizing just what is lost

We move through life blind as a bat

Chasing desires that leave us quite flat

Until we find a question inside

That once it’s asked takes us on this ride

Like being on a roller coaster that twists and turns

Filling us with desires that ignite our hearts and burns

Burns with passions that flow through our veins

Leaving only one place to pull in the reins

That place is the group where the love will flow

Where we engage in love of friends and begin to show

Each other just what it means

As the love we share bursts at the seams

A love unlike any other that’s known

As our efforts united the shofar is blown

Bringing the world back to being whole

As if we were one man with one heart and one soul

Only together can we make this stand

And pull our heads out of the sand

So come and join us at the Texas Retreat

Where our day is filled with plenty to eat

There will be lessons and workshop to break this trance

And the ego go quiet as we sing and dance

Where love of friends can be felt

As we gain a knowing up under our belts

And unite one man with one heart and soul

Brining this world back to whole

See you there partners 

Balance from Above

In a world coming apart at the seems

Where we have lost that American dream

Where suffering outweighs the rewards of the past

One finds this emptiness with no joy that last

Bringing all a humbleness with in the soul

Desiring to bring all to becoming whole

Found only through love of friends

A means with a most positive end

And end to bring the world into balance from above

A balance filled with unconditional love

So What Is The Problem

How does one overcome a group of fools

Who sit at home on their corporal stools

Always telling others how it’s up to them

Rather than standing up to be men

And push for our unity with hearts on fire

Rather than sit at home filling up their corporal desires

How does one bring the group together to be the commando’s that the world needs

When all the people of the group keep falling into their greed

We are put here with each other for a definitive reason

Not for something we do only when its in season

But to practice and make unity a part of our daily life

 Rising above this daily strife

Every one worrying about the others spiritual growth

Meant for the men and women both

It is time to get serious and dedicated to the goal

We are 500 years behind in bringing this world to being whole

So what the F#@$ is the problem

Natures Plan

In life one is taught through the ego’s way

Just what is night and day

But as one strives for the unity inside

Showing gratitude for Nature as she becomes our guide

Loving us unconditionally as only she can

This has always been part of her plan

To love us no matter how bad or good

This love from our mother is understood

But the ego disguises it in ways concealed

As Nature shows us how to reveal

This struggle goes on throughout our life

Sometimes with happiness sometimes with stife

The key to revealing natures plan within

Begins as always with “There’s None else besides Him”

Leaving us completely dazed and confused

Feeling as if we have been totally used

And then showing us that this feeling is wrong

Filling our hearts for that which we long

Revealing herself bit by bit

Filling our heads with all this negative shit

Giving us what we need to rise above

All of the hate as we turn it to love

Love of friends is where we begin

To reveal nature between us through love of friends

The Time Has Come

The time has come it’s more than clear

For the world to wake up to what is here

A time of awakening prepared from the past

A time for love of friends comes forth with a blast

Waking the hearts of the people of the land

Holding each other’s hearts within their hands

Love them like no other

As if they were your sisters or brother

Living life according to natures plan

One heart, one soul one man!

One try’s with heart to all day long

Find just what and where one belongs

Finding dissention, hurt and pain

Wondering when will it ever end

Only seeing what the senses revel

Never realizing what’s been concealed

Now with heart open and eyes wide

One finds oneself side by side

With friends from all over the world

With open hearts like shining pearls

Then the heart struck in sudden despair

Like ones house is on fire with only one care

 Shimmering to escape the danger the best he can

This feeling of danger needs to fill the heart of man

As everyone unites together to take this stand

Seeking to reveal Natures plan

Reality Shows us that to Succeed

Reality shows us that to succeed

We must begin to fulfill our greed

To take advantage of others again and again

To this injustice there is no end

But Nature to us has a plan

One that opens the hearts of man

A plan with fixed laws that one can’t ignore

A plan that opens another kind of door

A door to a reality that is at best concealed

Only needing our connection for it to be revealed

But to connect is something the Ego can’t stand

So unite with the others as Nature has planned

One heart, one soul, one united man

something i yearn

My heart is on fire for something I yearn

Something within that is of deep concern

A yearning for the truth to be revealed

As if from my eyes there is something concealed

A concealment I never knew was there

That manifested into a brotherly care

A care for my brothers like I care for myself

Never looking what’s on the shelf

Trying to unite all the broken desires

Feeling just how my hearts on fire

Seeking truth in the reality I know

As Nature continues to show

Just how corrupt I truly am

As we seek to rebuild that one true man

The Shame One Feels

The shame one feels

Is quite real

For being in the will to receive

The friends who unite

Through it all despite

This sensation they could not conceive

It is the friends I ask

To fulfill this task

Of reminding me just how much I need

To feel this shame

So that nature can claim

Her correction on the will to receive

Clear Certainty

One is shown with clear certainty what it takes to transform

The desires of reception which with nature don’t conform

One struggles and fights this to rise above the ego every day

But the slippery little bastard is tricky in every way

Until all unites within the group of friends

Who all share the same heart and thoughts in the end

As if there was only one man with one heart

Praying these actions will set the world to start

Seeing that what was, will work no more

United in these efforts can open this new door

A sensation that brings in all actuality

That hidden, higher spiritual reality 

We Are Told To Sell The Beams of our House and Buy Shoes for our Feet

We are told to sell the beams of our house and buy shoes for our feet

But the harder we try to defeat these spies we find we cannot compete

As nature shows us our inadequacies deep within

Confusing the hell out of us in just where to begin

The sages tell us to dive heart long into the Rav, the books and friends

And the harder I try all I see is that the ego has no end

It lies and manipulates me at every single turn

Filling my head with notions and a lack of concern

But to rise above this ego and dive heart first in

Leaves me wondering just where in the hell have I been

Dazed and confused about why things are so unclear

And in the very next breath I hold you all so dear

We are all part of one desire that must unite to receive the light

As only doing it this way can we make it day out of the night

What Does It Mean to be in a Group?

What does it mean to be in a group?

Does it rank the same as being in a troupe?

Where everyone is an actor playing his part

Rising above the ego just for a start

Learning what it means to be in love of friends

A force once entered never desiring it to end

Where the thoughts and heart must be in line

Where there is no space or time

Where natures love is abound

Guiding every force around

Showing man what he needs to rise

Above all the hatred through the spies

Helping man become equal to her source

This is why man is on his current course

To bring balance back to nature which only the group can do

So look in your heart and ask what does the group mean to you?

The Friends Are Calling

The friends are calling turning night into day

The heart is opening in every way

This life we live holds only one purpose

And it is not for what lies on the surface

The path is clear and the way is set

For all of humanity to completely forget

The egoistic means that is all that has been known

As we sit at the round tables and with love show

Just what it means to rise above the hate

As humanity unites their hearts and opens the gates

All to bring balance back to natures force

As nature embraces us with love from the source

A source that is constant and never changes in the end

A love so strong that our ego will bend

To be corrected by the light of love

Transcending all transgressions that come from above

Only this unity will save this world

So clear your heart and speak only loving pearls

As we come together to heal our land

Arm in arm and hand in hand

Together As One!

In Life We Are Filled With Broken Dreams

In life we are filled with broken dreams

Living a life that is not what it seems

Praying to a force with no substance of its own

Ignoring the force that through our life has shown

Just how much of its love it sends

Helping us to see our current life’s trend

A trend that is hurtful to the sender for sure

But still in continues to give us the cure

A cure that transcends all that ails

A cure that if followed positively tips the scales

So open your hearts and hear deep within

There truly is None Else Besides Him

Let's Hold on to what we Feel

Let’s hold on to what we feel

The connection between us this is real

All the hatred that we exhibit

Is like traipsing through a Texas thicket

Full for barbs and briar and thorns

But rising above it no matter the scorn

Is what our efforts are all about

Connecting with each other no matter the doubt

Bringing us to Love of Friends

The message to the world we wish to send

To Love your neighbor as you love yourself

Is the only message needed in and of itself

My True Identity By Molly Bolte

My True Identity

Will I own my self

Will I say YES to my life

Will I be honest about my story

Will I see it all for what it is

Born in pain

Born feeling pain

Born incapable of ignoring pain

Never "normal"

Never able to be just like everyone else

Always wondering

Always asking

Always searching

Never satisfied

Never content

Questioning

Arguing

Debating

Seeking, searching

Doubting, fearing

Crying out

Restless

Anxious

Obnoxious

Arrogant

Conceited

And at the same time

Confused as hell

Angry

Resentful

Bitter

Feeling lost, alone

Desperately seeking more, better, different

and knowing all along that it too would be empty

Futility

Emptiness

Despair

Rage - why me?

Why do I have to feel?

What do I do with all of this?

Will I own my identity?

Will I say yes to my story?

Will I whole heartedly join the new leaders of the brand new world?

Will I surrender my renegade, rebel "individual" will to my ultimate destiny?

Will I awaken to this truth -

all will be answered

all will be fulfilled

only in the full, total, complete consent and surrender to myself as a part of the ONE

Will I finally give up the fight against

standing alone

and realize

that I must melt within the ONE

Will I choose 

Will I make the only free choice I have

or will blows

force me to choose?

Will I run with joy toward the castle - toward my friends - waiting for me

or will I be forced

to bang on the door as the dogs eat at my heels and rip at my clothes?

Help Help Help

Help Help Help

Lies, arrogance, vanity, conceit and pride

keep me out

Help Help Help

Alone I cannot chose

Now is the time

May I choose to be who I am

By Molly Bolte

When one Works in this Field of Love

When one works in this field of love

Creating unity from above

Never leaving the point from the center

Showing all just where to enter

This is the work where the effort counts

Uniting our hearts despite being trounced

Learning how to love your neighbor as yourself

Rising above the ego, put on the shelf

Like searching for the love of your life

The one wanted to be your wife

Holding on to the feelings that were gained

This search for the center must never wane

Only in the center can wholeness be found

As the feeling of unity is spread all around

United in love for all to see

How living in unity is the way to be

Living in Mutual Guarantee

As we come together to unite our desires

As we come together to unite our desires

The heart begins to ignite on fire

A fire and passion with the feeling of being whole

Like dripping water into a bowl

Bringing from the heart to the mind so clear

This desire of oneness that is no longer feared

A desire so strong it overrides all else

Allowing ones ego to be put on a shelf

From the left to the right then to the middle it goes

Experiencing a knowing to the world to show

The integral society in which one lives

Where all the desires pass through a sieve

Bringing only the desires that can’t be undone

Uniting the all into the ONE!

How many times does a heart have to ache

How many times does a heart have to ache

Before we realize it’s for Natures sake

How many loves does one have to loose

Before he wakes up and above the ego choose

How much pain does one have to go through

Before he realizes that it’s not about you

If all of reality is a reflection of our desire

That builds in intensity catching it on fire

Then why does man hold on to ways that bring such pain

Feeling inside like someone else controls the reins

One minuet he’s on high loving his brothers

And in the very next he is abusing all the others

Why is it that man seems helpless to change

When you look from the outside in it all seems so strange

The only constant that is found within

Is that there is none else besides Him!

As time rolls on, this illusionary gate

As time rolls on, this illusionary gate

That blocks man from fulfilling his fate

It holds one in check not allowing him to move

Allowing ones ego to get lost in it’s grove

But a beautiful thing happens when the group meets

When the brothers open their hearts to you as they greet

As you open your heart back to them

As our hearts unite its like a transparent gem

Linking us all together as one man with one heart

Holding the visions that give the best start

Bringing the world closer to becoming whole

Allowing us to see just who has control

As we find our way to the center of the group

Inside releasing a giant loud whoop

Filling each other with joy for the goal

This is what brings us back to becoming whole

One! Arvut! 

There Are Only Two Forces that Exist in the World

There are only two forces that exist in the world

One is full of beauty as the others cruelty is unfurled

They cannot exist in the same space or time

One is in your face the other has no clear sign

They are opposites that repel each other in every way

If you want to experience one then the other must go away

The problem is that one always says it’s the other

While the beautiful one mask’s itself in all the brothers

The truth is they are from the same source

But until one knows which is their controlling force

One will be blind throughout their life’s course

To wake up that part of you that allows you to see

One must join a group where they discover their internality

As this group goes through workshops where the method is discovered

The internal group’s center is uncovered

Feeling each other’s intentions and desires

Is what raises the group much higher

Higher to that one source in him

Helping each to discover there’s none else besides him 

The time has come when the path was given

The time has come when the path was given

To all of those who have risen

Above the ego and all the hate

To love of friends I call this fate

Because we all will get to this point in life

Where our choice is clear to rise above the strife

And see our friends as the greatest of all

And not seeing the faults which cause us to fall

To place the ego upon the shelf

And love our neighbor as we love our self

To see myself as a big fat zero

While holding our friends as the true hero

Nullifying my ego towards my friends at best

As we hold each other close to the vest

What will it take to reach Shavuot this day

To find the center of the group in every way

To reach the first rung of the ladder to climb

Forgetting about space and time

Arvut!!!

In All of Life's Dream"s

In all of life’s dreams

It always seems

Self-serving

No matter what its about

No matter the heaviness or drought

We all ways think we are deserving

But the truth be told

It’s your brothers desires you hold

And love that we are inserting

So put the ego on the shelf

Love your neighbor as yourself

As the ONE becomes so nurturings 

How can a person see right from wrong

How can a person see right from wrong

When all they know is based on for what they long

No one can tell another in what to believe

If all that they see is only for he

It takes a brave soul to wonder this path

And deal with the arrows from nature’s wrath

But united as we stand and divided we’ll fall

Only our hearts can tell what is for all

Not even a priest or rabbi can tell what’s with in

But we all know there’s none else besides him!

As We Gather Together

As we gather together for our afternoon call

The points in the heart shine like a star

Bring the love and joy

To every single man and boy

Uniting our hearts to beneath the sun

Only to Become ONE !

ARVUT!!!

The feeling from the center is new and distinct

The feeling from the center is new and distinct
As it comes from the desires all in sync
With no hatred only love
Which is opposite from what was given from above
Because what was created was the will to receive
Because of our blinders we can't conceive
But when we unite our desires as one
We find the center and no longer run
From each other or natures plan
Uniting together all in the land
As ONE!

How beautiful it is to feel the brothers unite

How beautiful it is to feel the brothers unite

To feel everyone together and not be contrite

To feel the desires united and whole

Trying as to resurrect the soul

Building it from pieces broken and dazed

With hearts on fire burning a blaze

A blaze of unity throughout the land

Arm in arm hand in hand

Building Adam according to the plan

AS ONE!