Most of my life has been filled with dreams
None of which it would ever seem
Come to fruition in this life and time
This makes me think it’s all by design
A plot laid out from up above
Specifically to show me love
But in my current concealed state
All I can see is overwhelming hate
Oh I convince myself of how wonderful I am
Never realizing what a scam
As I evolve and look back at my life
And all the troubles with the wife’s
And how each relationship was bound
To turn up upside down
Always thinking I did my all
Only it was me taking the fall
Never seeing the egoistic ways
Only seeing the aftermath as it plays
Now I study day and night
Trying to attract that changing light
The light that comes and reforms
Raises man from where he was born
So now I must face all my pitiful ways
With no one, or nothing to save the day
Face it all I will and more
As I head through that door
The door of salvation that is just ahead
You know the one that fills you with dread
Dread for the fear of failure at hand
Because what is received is oh so grand
I know I’m an oaf at best
Neglecting my friends and the rest
Not doing all that I can
To help you all receive the plan
With great love for you all I start every day
Because only now I have been shown the way
The way to make it all worth while
As I greet you all with a heartfelt smile
Filled with love for your growth
I promise each of you Arvut the oath
Don’t listen to my words at all
Just watch as I hold you 10 feet tall
As you all are much greater then I
For I have lived a life of lies
I do love you all
