In Life We Are Filled With Broken Dreams

In life we are filled with broken dreams

Living a life that is not what it seems

Praying to a force with no substance of its own

Ignoring the force that through our life has shown

Just how much of its love it sends

Helping us to see our current life’s trend

A trend that is hurtful to the sender for sure

But still in continues to give us the cure

A cure that transcends all that ails

A cure that if followed positively tips the scales

So open your hearts and hear deep within

There truly is None Else Besides Him

Let's Hold on to what we Feel

Let’s hold on to what we feel

The connection between us this is real

All the hatred that we exhibit

Is like traipsing through a Texas thicket

Full for barbs and briar and thorns

But rising above it no matter the scorn

Is what our efforts are all about

Connecting with each other no matter the doubt

Bringing us to Love of Friends

The message to the world we wish to send

To Love your neighbor as you love yourself

Is the only message needed in and of itself

My True Identity By Molly Bolte

My True Identity

Will I own my self

Will I say YES to my life

Will I be honest about my story

Will I see it all for what it is

Born in pain

Born feeling pain

Born incapable of ignoring pain

Never "normal"

Never able to be just like everyone else

Always wondering

Always asking

Always searching

Never satisfied

Never content

Questioning

Arguing

Debating

Seeking, searching

Doubting, fearing

Crying out

Restless

Anxious

Obnoxious

Arrogant

Conceited

And at the same time

Confused as hell

Angry

Resentful

Bitter

Feeling lost, alone

Desperately seeking more, better, different

and knowing all along that it too would be empty

Futility

Emptiness

Despair

Rage - why me?

Why do I have to feel?

What do I do with all of this?

Will I own my identity?

Will I say yes to my story?

Will I whole heartedly join the new leaders of the brand new world?

Will I surrender my renegade, rebel "individual" will to my ultimate destiny?

Will I awaken to this truth -

all will be answered

all will be fulfilled

only in the full, total, complete consent and surrender to myself as a part of the ONE

Will I finally give up the fight against

standing alone

and realize

that I must melt within the ONE

Will I choose 

Will I make the only free choice I have

or will blows

force me to choose?

Will I run with joy toward the castle - toward my friends - waiting for me

or will I be forced

to bang on the door as the dogs eat at my heels and rip at my clothes?

Help Help Help

Help Help Help

Lies, arrogance, vanity, conceit and pride

keep me out

Help Help Help

Alone I cannot chose

Now is the time

May I choose to be who I am

By Molly Bolte

When one Works in this Field of Love

When one works in this field of love

Creating unity from above

Never leaving the point from the center

Showing all just where to enter

This is the work where the effort counts

Uniting our hearts despite being trounced

Learning how to love your neighbor as yourself

Rising above the ego, put on the shelf

Like searching for the love of your life

The one wanted to be your wife

Holding on to the feelings that were gained

This search for the center must never wane

Only in the center can wholeness be found

As the feeling of unity is spread all around

United in love for all to see

How living in unity is the way to be

Living in Mutual Guarantee

As we come together to unite our desires

As we come together to unite our desires

The heart begins to ignite on fire

A fire and passion with the feeling of being whole

Like dripping water into a bowl

Bringing from the heart to the mind so clear

This desire of oneness that is no longer feared

A desire so strong it overrides all else

Allowing ones ego to be put on a shelf

From the left to the right then to the middle it goes

Experiencing a knowing to the world to show

The integral society in which one lives

Where all the desires pass through a sieve

Bringing only the desires that can’t be undone

Uniting the all into the ONE!

How many times does a heart have to ache

How many times does a heart have to ache

Before we realize it’s for Natures sake

How many loves does one have to loose

Before he wakes up and above the ego choose

How much pain does one have to go through

Before he realizes that it’s not about you

If all of reality is a reflection of our desire

That builds in intensity catching it on fire

Then why does man hold on to ways that bring such pain

Feeling inside like someone else controls the reins

One minuet he’s on high loving his brothers

And in the very next he is abusing all the others

Why is it that man seems helpless to change

When you look from the outside in it all seems so strange

The only constant that is found within

Is that there is none else besides Him!

As time rolls on, this illusionary gate

As time rolls on, this illusionary gate

That blocks man from fulfilling his fate

It holds one in check not allowing him to move

Allowing ones ego to get lost in it’s grove

But a beautiful thing happens when the group meets

When the brothers open their hearts to you as they greet

As you open your heart back to them

As our hearts unite its like a transparent gem

Linking us all together as one man with one heart

Holding the visions that give the best start

Bringing the world closer to becoming whole

Allowing us to see just who has control

As we find our way to the center of the group

Inside releasing a giant loud whoop

Filling each other with joy for the goal

This is what brings us back to becoming whole

One! Arvut! 

There Are Only Two Forces that Exist in the World

There are only two forces that exist in the world

One is full of beauty as the others cruelty is unfurled

They cannot exist in the same space or time

One is in your face the other has no clear sign

They are opposites that repel each other in every way

If you want to experience one then the other must go away

The problem is that one always says it’s the other

While the beautiful one mask’s itself in all the brothers

The truth is they are from the same source

But until one knows which is their controlling force

One will be blind throughout their life’s course

To wake up that part of you that allows you to see

One must join a group where they discover their internality

As this group goes through workshops where the method is discovered

The internal group’s center is uncovered

Feeling each other’s intentions and desires

Is what raises the group much higher

Higher to that one source in him

Helping each to discover there’s none else besides him 

The time has come when the path was given

The time has come when the path was given

To all of those who have risen

Above the ego and all the hate

To love of friends I call this fate

Because we all will get to this point in life

Where our choice is clear to rise above the strife

And see our friends as the greatest of all

And not seeing the faults which cause us to fall

To place the ego upon the shelf

And love our neighbor as we love our self

To see myself as a big fat zero

While holding our friends as the true hero

Nullifying my ego towards my friends at best

As we hold each other close to the vest

What will it take to reach Shavuot this day

To find the center of the group in every way

To reach the first rung of the ladder to climb

Forgetting about space and time

Arvut!!!

In All of Life's Dream"s

In all of life’s dreams

It always seems

Self-serving

No matter what its about

No matter the heaviness or drought

We all ways think we are deserving

But the truth be told

It’s your brothers desires you hold

And love that we are inserting

So put the ego on the shelf

Love your neighbor as yourself

As the ONE becomes so nurturings