Monday, November 16, 2009

No Words

No words
There are no words to convey what I feel
Only that this connection truly is real
Each and every day as I wake
The connection to you is what it takes
To start on the path new and full of life
Forgetting about what ever strife
May try to raise its ugly head
As we all look only at what is ahead
My brothers without you I am truly lost
And cannot imagine at what a cost
It would be to truly not see
How each of you is connected to me
I love you all with this there is no doubt
And I am searching for a way to truly shout
Our love which is so internal
And so youthfully vernal
So off we go to the next step
With the never ending loves pep
Never giving in or giving up
Loving each other like a new born pup
I love you my brothers
Bill

Only Thoughts

Only thoughts
So what is the meaning of my life
And why is it filled with so much strife
From whom is it that these desires appear
And why are some so damn dear
What does it mean to connect
Why do I continue to reject
The notions and thoughts of love
What does it mean from above
How do we state our demand
To whom is it that I s scream this command
To truly correct this thing called ego
Even though what it is I truly don't know
The sages say it's about this will to receive
Even though we can't conceive
Just exactly what it is
We are told it is not to think of self as we give
But to be honest this just does not compute
We are told the answer is in connecting to the Rav, the books and the group
Which is the only place to truly dare
What I know after going to congress where we all share
Is that there is this spark of connection and love and care
To truly open our hearts and feel the others we call our friends
This connection we discover will never end

I love you all

Meaning

Meaning
Is there a purpose and meaning to this strife?
That consumes and fills my life
And then to tell me it is something I must feel
That all in all it is quit real
As we seek out this matter that has no form
All the while weathering the storm
You know, the storm of emotions that fill our heads
Leaving us feeling as if we were dead
Knowing that within us there is no time
Franticly searching for some kind of sign
A sign that shows us we are on course
To make this connection back to the source
But instead we have a heart that is filled with pain
And a side of us that is screaming for some kind of gain
Only to see that this connection at hand
Is to connect to the ones that with love we have banned
Oh I’m not cynical or in doubt
Inside for this connection I scream and shout
But outside to disconnect seems past my means
This only strengthens these defining screams
So inside I try with all that I am
To connect to you all and stay part of this plan
No matter how much my heart truly aches
The answer is connecting to you all to open this gate
With great love and desire for our future state

Time is Gone

Time is gone
I came to this gathering with one goal in mind
Only to search out and truly find
This point of connection between us all
While holding you up just in case you fall
Never giving up or giving in
So I ask you all to please let’s begin
We start by not thinking about our life
As we don’t look at what we think of as strife
All as we bring to front the intentions from above
As we seek to connect in this thing called love
We treat each other as we would our self
Placing everything else up on the shelf
As we strive to break this shell
Knowing while we’re in it is like a living hell
So my brothers I call you all to task
As we raise our preverbal flask
Join today, right now, this second in time
As all these gathers are a definite sign
That we no longer can wait to see
If we can connect to each other that’s right you and me
As we remember all our work is with in
While we reveal that, there is none else besides him
Only together can we sail our boat
As we all work at keeping it afloat
L’Chaim Turkey and the entire world Kli

So We Are Told

So we are told
 So we are told that we have to reflect
On what it is and how to connect
What does it mean to go in side?
Seems all I want to do is hide?
Hide behind my ego of this life
Which cuts everyone down and adds strife
How do we all rise above the only thing we have ever know
How do we all get past our raging egos?
We come together in gatherings called congress
This gives us true access
To the sparks of unity that we read about
As we dance and sing and shout
But don’t think for a moment that now that its over it ends
For now is the time for a message to send
That all is not lost as we return back home
If we go with in to apply what at congress we were shown
So remember the message to truly send
Is that all the congresses just simply never end
Ein Ode Milvado