Psalms In The Heart

1. Awakening – The Point in the Heart I wander through life with hollow eyes, Drunk on illusions, feeding on lies. But a thorn in my chest will not let me sleep, A hunger eternal, a yearning so deep. I thought it was madness, I thought it was pain, But it whispered of truth I could not contain. “Seek Me in love, not in gold or in lust, Build in the Ten, in connection and trust.” 2. Despair – Revelation of Evil I tried to rise, but the ego screamed, It shattered my hope, devoured my dream. Every prayer mocked, every deed cursed, The will to receive showed its teeth at its worst. I saw my reflection, a beast in the glass, Laughing at virtue, spitting at class. And I cried, “Creator, why was I made? To drown in the filth of the ego’s blade?” 3. First Light – Faith Above Reason In the pit of despair, a spark appeared, Silent and small, yet sharp and seared. Not knowledge, not proof, not reason’s chain, But a whisper of love that broke my pain. “I am with you,” the silence said, “...

The First Degree I choke on the chains of my own desire, Hands burned bloody from chasing the fire. Every joy fades, every dream dies, My heart’s a graveyard of broken lies. I scream to the void—nothing replies, Till shame cuts deep and opens my eyes. I see the friends, I see the flame, A force of love I cannot name. The ego claws, it will not let go, It curses the path, it hates to bestow. But in the rubble, a whisper is heard— Not in my voice, but in His word. “Rise above reason, trust what you feel, The drop of love you give is real. It will not be lost, it cannot decay, It’s eternal Light in a fleeting day.” So I bow to the friends, my fortress, my guide, Their hearts are the vessel where I abide. Through brutal fire, through faith I’m remade, Unconditional love is the first step laid.

In Pennsylvania’s embrace, at Fox Run’s sacred ground, Where hearts converge, where love is found, The Creator’s light, a beacon bright, Guides our souls through day and night. From JR’s eyes, the hugs unfold, Friends like family, warm and bold, A spectacle divine, the Creator’s art, Painting joy within each heart. Lance speaks of love, a tender flame, Each friend’s embrace, no one the same, Yearning to unite, above the strife, Rising as one to a higher life. Ella’s tale begins at journey’s start, A team of care, with open heart, Bananas, water, love’s sweet deed, A trip that meets the soul’s deep need. The rain, a downpour, fierce and wild, Yet halts as if by heaven styled, The moment we arrive, the skies clear wide, Nature’s bow to the Creator’s pride. That first night’s circle, voices raised, Songs of unity, our hearts ablaze, One family formed, hearts intertwined, A merging of souls, pure and kind. Ella’s friends, in awe they stand, On gloomy days, the land so grand, Nature’s beaut...