Friday, November 13, 2009

Dead


Dead
To love one that cannot return
That which your hearts do yearn
To be together as one in this life
To see and feel and share all the strife
Along with all that is good
If only your heart truly could
Break free from the torment and pain
As my tears fall like rain
Wondering why things went so wrong
Knowing its by your side I belong
Ok I get it I am out of your life now
I pray some way and some how
That you can break free from what holds you with in
From doing our work together where we truly begin
Your selfish and mean and cruel at best
Your anger strikes me with a zest
And yet you do not even see it all
How your words cuts me to the quick as I fall
Ok fine your fear is your guide
I myself will let love be my slide
I will cry like never before
As you go walking out that door
Leaving me inside lying on the floor
Dead

How to deal with pain

How to deal with pain
How to deal with a pain of the broken heart
The broken heart from the feeling of being apart
This leaves me not knowing just where to start
To bring your parts back to you as a whole
Those very parts that make up my soul
A soul that was disconnected at birth
As this reconnection is what we try to unearth
To do so will bring a great mirth
So as we fill our vessel as we do a bowl
With the light that reforms which is our goal
As we come together which brings you joy
Trying our best to just help you enjoy
Our efforts you show us how to employ
As these words of the sages we extol
And we search high and low for more to enroll
Into the plan of creation as they seek that watering hole

Where is The Joy In Love


Where is the joy in love?
There is no joy in this love I hold
There is only pain and suffering to behold
The joy of a love I can never bare
To truly love you I don’t dare
The hurt I feel from our separated parts
Is like driving a dagger through my heart
Please forgive me for this shame I feel
I only know one way for this pain to heal
Only as we join to become one
As the brightness of your light which cancels the sun
Illuminates with love for everyone
I love you all

How Do We Love

How do we love that which we don’t know?
How is it revealed to us so to it love we can show?
There is only one way that has been revealed
If your hearts not ready, it will remain concealed
So look inside at all the doubts, the pain and troubles at hand
Decide within yourself just exactly where you stand
I seek the truth, and a love in this world I can’t find
The mere fact I state it as I do is a kind of a sign
So when your love runs empty, and dries up before your eyes
Go ahead and cut another piece, of that corporeal pie
Sooner or later you will see that all you do is a lie
And that my friend will leave you, just wanting to die
So step up and be counted on this quest for our truth
Bring back to your heart a love greater than that of our youth
The love I speak of is the love of friends
As you step into this you find it never ends
I love you all my friends, my parts that make our soul
Come I beg of you and let’s become whole
I love you all

How is it in our life and time

How is it in our life and time?
That we could be so damn blind
Blind to the love that we wish to feel and send
So damn blind we would die rather than blend
So what is it that we have to do?
To be totally connected, me to you
Is it our focus throughout the day?
Do we try to apply it in every way?
Then bring it to the lesson each and every night
Stand up internally for the fight
And never give up or give in
And let us for once just begin
To do what it is the sages say to do with love and might
Because this is the only way to attract the light
Only together my friend
I love you all

One

One
With all of my strength, my love that I hold
As is for the purpose of revealing you I’m told
Yet I can reveal nothing on my own
Only with your help can I be shown
As I leave my ways of the past
And desire those that will last
Please my father, my lover, my bride
Help me to no longer hide
Show me your love, as you touch my heart
So that this way and I will never part
I long for one thing and one thing alone
To feel your love, and to atone
For all the sins of the false gods
And escape this ego and all its facades
Please my love, help me to feel and see
Just what it means for you and I to be
ONE