The nights are lonely as a deserts squall

The nights are lonely as a deserts squall

Filled with fear and pain like the emptiness of a fall

A fall from grace for not keeping the way

A fall so complete it overshadows the day

How to bring light to this place of sin

There is only one way to truly begin

In order to change the night to day

One must learn what it is to pray

Not falling on the knees and uttering empty words

But focusing all that lye’s inwards

Inward to where the opposing forces lye

Discovering this will make you wish you could die

To open your heart and not just see but feel

That this life you live is all but real

This creates a lack for something much greater

To become one with the creator

With great love for you all

As the lessons start it is found within

As the lessons start it is found within

All kinds of distractions that begin

They come from sides that are unknown

Only so that the truth will be shown

That nothing that is done is on your own

Everything that comes is from a higher power

As he is good that does good with love he showers

Only thing is it is not felt as love or fate

As inside it evokes all these feelings of hate

As you join a group and feel the power of intention and desire

Comes to you which help you aspire

To be one with the force of nature

As that which is in corporeal you will abjure

So come to the lessons with an open heart

This is the only way to start

To open up and discover within

That in truth There is None Else Beside Him

With great love for you all

As life seems to be closing in

As life seems to be closing in

There it seems is only one place to begin

As hope seemingly is running away

And there is no longer a will to play

There is only one place to start

And that place is deep within the heart

A place that most don’t ever go

A place that all are afraid to show

In this place exist this dormant point

Once revealed with the root of creation all adjoins

The only way to make a stand and reveal the truth

Is to step outside the comfort zone that’s known since youth

So come to the Zohar lessons and start that search

As it raises you upon a perch

That holds you up as you begin

To feel the sensations that happens with in

So bring your desire, and keep the intention strong

To be one with nature where you belong

With great love for you all

As the Zohar lessons continue and begin

As the Zohar lessons continue and begin

Remember to truly search with in

For sensations of all that is described

Inside the heart where it can no longer hide

Demand for the light to correct what is broken

As you reveal the words that the sages have spoken

All to raise man to a new state and degree

Bo-Re come and see

Come and try with all you can

To attract the light and raise man

Only together can all succeed

As to the world you plant this seed

With great love for you all 

The Journeys End

The Journeys End

I woke up in the morning and washed my face and brushed my teeth

Went to the books to read and feel the authors so I could feel complete

Only to find that more questions arise that causes me pain

Sometimes wondering if I am going insane

With thoughts that come on both sides of the spectrum

Leaving me feeling as if I am stuck in this conundrum

Of good VS evil with in this body of man

Spilling out into our fair land

Doing unthinkable acts upon the population

Without rhyme or reservation

Then I tune into a recorded lesson of the Zohar

Seemingly taking to a land that is quit distant and far

But that land that I have journeyed to is truly with in

As these forces start acting upon me I begin

To sense something foreign and strange

Once again causing me great pain

And like magic they start to arrange

Into a system that is anything but plain

And though my heart weighs heavy with suffering and shame

I rise above it to see this force and all of its glory

For this is a never ending story

One that is meant to bring all to this examination or prelim

And finally find that there is none else beside Him

With great love to you all

As one sits reading the Zohar trying to feel what is written

As one sits reading the Zohar trying to feel what is written

All the while feeling quit smitten

With forces from above that comes from with in

Leaving one not knowing exactly where to begin

How does one distinguish what they read?

Knowing that it is planting a seed

The seed of spirituality that comes to build the soul

That very seed that makes all whole

As the confusion rises and builds

knowing within it truly rebuilds

As it attracts the light that reforms

And changes the ego to conform

To that one eternal state

This helps all the friends conjugate

To be one man one heart one soul

Bringing us to the purpose of the goal

With great love for you all

Most of my life

Most of my life has been filled with dreams

None of which it would ever seem

Come to fruition in this life and time

This makes me think it’s all by design

A plot laid out from up above

Specifically to show me love

But in my current concealed state

All I can see is overwhelming hate

Oh I convince myself of how wonderful I am

Never realizing what a scam

As I evolve and look back at my life

And all the troubles with the wife’s

And how each relationship was bound

To turn up upside down

Always thinking I did my all

Only it was me taking the fall

Never seeing the egoistic ways

Only seeing the aftermath as it plays

Now I study day and night

Trying to attract that changing light

The light that comes and reforms

Raises man from where he was born

So now I must face all my pitiful ways

With no one, or nothing to save the day

Face it all I will and more

As I head through that door

The door of salvation that is just ahead

You know the one that fills you with dread

Dread for the fear of failure at hand

Because what is received is oh so grand

I know I’m an oaf at best

Neglecting my friends and the rest

Not doing all that I can

To help you all receive the plan

With great love for you all I start every day

Because only now I have been shown the way

The way to make it all worth while

As I greet you all with a heartfelt smile

Filled with love for your growth

I promise each of you Arvut the oath

Don’t listen to my words at all

Just watch as I hold you 10 feet tall

As you all are much greater then I

For I have lived a life of lies

I do love you all