Lost in this world of confusion and lies

Lost in this world of confusion and lies
Only able to see the EGO'S  spies
Filled with hate and discord
This life I truly abhorred
Finding only one refuge of so called peace
As the friends wrap around me their love like a golden fleece
Feeling this love like never before
Helping me see a purpose to the the blood and gore
Opening up my heart like a newborn child
When I'm with the friends I just smile
Knowing this is what I've been looking for
I still feel the pain but not even a bit sore
Seeking only the truth to this life
No longer focusing only on the strife
Learning what it means to love with no reward
Ignoring this body's discord
Attaining one certain thing deep within
That there is none else besides Him