My heart is beating like a deep base drum
It's times like this that I'm all thumbs
Clumsily tripping over my own two feet
As I feel my inner heart start to beat
Feeling the love that the group sends
Helping the broken hearts to mend
Feeling the cries of the public at hand
Helping them to truly understand 
That what they seek is not outside
But how to get to, for what their heart cries
Helping them to rise above the ego's commands
Showing them that together they can stand
And find the answers to the problems and begin
To discover there's none else besides him

What does it mean to bow to the groups will

What does it mean to bow to the group's will 

How do i keep from running and just sit still

where does this will exist

Is it inside of me just waiting for me to persist 

How is it i feel them so strong 

How is it that for them i do long 

Its like waking up from a dream 

All i see is what to most might seem 

Crazy or abnormal as i feel what can't be touched 

Life is like this with occurrences once brushed 

Leaving one wanting more with every breath we take 

Building a desire that one cannot mistake

Brining us closer to love of friends 

Helping each other form that demand to send 

Uniting our efforts towards the goal 

Revealing the creator as we rebuild our soul 

Brining joy to the source of all i feel 

As he shows me how what i perceive is not real 

So unite, unite lets step it up now 

And all we seek will be revealed and how 

All that is lacking is our united demand 

So my brothers with you i stand 

Like waking and going out to feel the sun 

I feel us all together as one 

  

A Heart That is Broken and Impure

a heart that is broken and impure 

in society cant find a cure

society wants to give to receive 

only thinking whats in it for me 

even in love its all for oneself

never thinking about anyone else

but soon you are shown ;that there is a way 

if only your heart could be swayed 

as you enter a group with one goal 

to bring contentment to the creator and make the world whole

so you dive in to the group with all your heart 

as they introduce to you a love that wont part 

this love comes from love of friends 

a force that once started never ends 

as we dive into this force with all ones heart firm

we learn what it means for the friends to have concern 

concern for the brothers so they will succeed

never looking at whats in it for me 

caring for them like a mother for her child

and with the brothers always having a smile  

totally opposite from what society has taught 

because here we see that there hearts can be bought

but not bought with cash or things 

but only in how to raise it and all that it brings 

bringing them joy for the goal 

as our united desire bring the world to become whole

How Does One Open a Heart that is Broken

how does one open a heart that is broken

where love is something just not spoken

where everything is measured by what i can gain 

or how to avoid all this pain 

where barriers are built to feel others at hand 

to feel their pain i just cant stand 

is this the only way for which we are bound

or is there another way that can be found

searching for something that is pure and don't end 

leads one to find this thing called love of friends

where we learn how to love our friends as ourself

where we rise above our ego placing it on a shelf

where through trials we learn just how to care 

like a mother to her child we treat the friends if we dare 

to not even consider what if anything do we receive

a concept society does not want us to conceive 

a force that leads us to reveal 

the force of the creator which till now has been concealed 

   

How Does One Open His Heart

how does one open his heart 

when society teaches us from the start 

to never show how you truly feel

because its not what is real 

but then we come to a group where love of friends

is an opening force that with in my heart bends 

bends and opens pathways to love 

helping me to rise above 

all that society taught me since birth 

how everything comes from within the earth 

how its a dog eat dog world in which we live 

and unless we receive something we just don't give 

but when we are in this love of friends 

a force that opens our heart and never ends

it all starts by building a new kind of fear 

that i wont fulfill my friends which leads to something dear 

 as we all are hear to fulfill one goal 

of bringing joy back to the creator and rebuilding our soul

What are we doing and why

Will it help you learn to fly

Where are we going and how

Will it help you milk the cow

Life's journey never ends

It's only our ego that seems to bend 

Turning our life upside down

Sometimes leaving us to drown

But the journeys not over now it begins

As we learn about love of friends

A state that turns my life around

As this love of friends that I found

Is a place where the friends love you like a mother to a child

Not allowing the ego to run wild 

A place where the heart truly yearns 

To ignite the hearts of others to unite and burn

Burning for the creator to feel the joy

Of every man, woman and boy

As everyone searches deep within

That there is none else besides him 

  

Babies Eyes

We look at each other with babies eyes 

Trying not to believe the EGO'S lies 

seeing only the perfection of the goal

and each of the friends as being whole

finding ways to bestow contentment has its challenges in the end

but its the only task given that leads us to love of friends