Psalms In The Heart

As we enter into a new ten today We sit and wonder just how to play Filled with emotions from the heart Wanting to love the brothers from the start Not wanting to see them this way or that Only wanting to sing a scat Feeling the need to go to work Not wanting to be a real jerk Only wanting to play this game That emulates Nature it's not the same Impossible to do from where we sit Sometimes being thrown into the pit Clinging to the ten is like a ladder revealed It’s been there all along only concealed But the work we do in the Assyriya this day Is to, from the heart, sit and pray Pray for the deficiency we need Using the restriction and arvut as our feed Leading us to the connection in the ten Bringing us back home once again

These pains I feel Are they real Or are they make believe How will I know Which way to go If this situation I can’t conceive It hurts so bad Leaving me sad Our connection I can’t perceive What will it take For us to make Nature truly pleased How to rise above Seeking only the Love It’s as if we’ve been deceived But the Sages do say It’s the only way For the connection between us to be weaved

The lessons learned Until it burns The soul is not complete We spend our life Filled with strife Because we continue to compete The life we live To receive and not give Leaves our life incomplete But joining as one With love like father to son Builds something that is concrete

I write these words of Love, Sorrow, pain and joy Reconnecting that part of my heart that is that little boy That had his heart broken and twisted all around But it can be healed, if you look under every rock and all around These words I write follow me through my journeys in life As together we walk through the perils and strife As we unite and feel the joys of love Brought to us from seemingly above As we walk through this strife filled perception Together we discover its meaning and purpose As we together dive under the surface Of what we think we perceive Together we see just how the EGO deceives And where the true cure lies By closing off the EGO’s spies As we delve deep with in To discover there really is none else but him

Customs and Traditions, Filled with Contradictions Feeding only the Egoistic side Taking you for one hell of a ride Twisting and turning you upside down Until all you can do is sigh and frown Never revealing what’s deep within Concealing all the places one can begin To find the true meaning of life Above all the heartfelt strife Leaving you wanting, no, demanding more But the strife is so big you just hit the floor But when a door is closed a window opens Inside your heart, if you have so chosen To reveal the connections to the ones passed away The’re in your heart waiting to come out and play Needing only for you to remember When you love someone it is forever Forget these customs and traditions designed to make you cry And remember them in your heart, where likes eagles they fly Remember the love and hate you had to this day Lower your head and pray That through it all you can see within That there truly is none else beside him

 Greatness of the Creator How are we to know What it is the Sages show How do we know what to reveal  When everything before us is concealed What is this Creator you say exists  Why is it my ego resists Why is my heart broken in two How can I see the truth you view What does it mean to connect How, through it all do we dissect  When all our views are so far apart  How to mend this broken heart Annul, Include and enliven are the keys  With patience persistence and passion its all we need  On my own i have no strength to to achieve Its only with you that I can conceive  Its your essence and your grace  That through my heart illuminates my face  The love you show at every given moment  Is an integral component  Bringing us all something greater  Bringing us all the greatness of the Creator

Through this journey called Life Experiencing both Joys and Strife Focusing on the now Wondering how To make sense of this mess Which is part of Natures plan more or less Sufferings come that aren't mine So I start waisting my time Working with them while searching for Truth Been searching for it since my youth Struggling with the lessons that hit so strong Only to discover my perseption is wrong